Tagged by ~storm90XM

Things you Fear:

[xx] public speaking
[] staying single forever
[xx] rejection
[xx] being a parent
[xx] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[xx] closed spaces
[xx] heights
[] dogs
[] fish
[xxxxxxxxxx] spiders (Dx)
[] flowers or other plants
[] that scary guy... (No, I'd want to be his friend. xD)
[] being touched (Depends on by who. xD)
[] fire
[xx] deep water
[xx] snakes
[] silk
[xxxx] the ocean (Titanic. *shudder*)
[xx] failure
[] success
[xx] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[xxxxxxxx] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (Well... husband's stepmom.)
[xx] rats
[xx] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[xx] crossing hanging bridges
[xx] death
[] heaven
[xx] being robbed
[xx] falling
[xxxxxxxx] clowns (One word. IT.)
[xxxx] dolls
[xx] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[xx] having great responsibilities
[xx] doctors, including dentists
[xx] tornadoes
[xx] hurricanes
[xx] incurable diseases
[xx] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[xx] odd numbers (Haha, maybe you've noticed. xD)
[] even numbers
[] being alone (Depends on the definition of alone in this context.)
[xx] becoming blind
[xx] becoming deaf
[] growing up
[xx] creepy noises in the night (I totally freak myself out with scenerios of what it could be and what I should do in those situations. xD)
[xx] bee stings
[xx] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[xx] needles
[xx] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat (Wtf?)
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secret

Look at all those Xs! I'm such a pansy! xD

Anyone who wants to do this can~

It's been so long since I've written in my journal. So I've decided to do a meme for an update. xD

Stolen from ~storm90XM~

100 Truths

001. Name → Hajira/Hotaru
002. Nickname(s) → Erm, Haj/Haji/Haj Podge, Horu
003. Status → Married
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini/Cancer cusp/Rabbit (Chinese)
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Mountain View Elementary
007. Middle School → El Dorado Middle School (this was a prison, not a school)
008. High School → Concord High School
009. Smart → Ehh... Common sense wise, I guess
010. Hair color → Chocolate brown
011. Long or short → Pretty short, just past my shoulders
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends on where I am or who I'm with. But loud xD
013. Sweats or Jeans → Sweats at home, jeans outside the house
014. Phone or Camera → Phone for communication, camera for those youtube moments xD
015. Health freak → Only when I have PE or nutrition classes. Currently? No xD
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Umm... Angelina Jolie xD
018. Eating or Drinking → Hmm... I like eating more than anything xD
019. Piercings → Just one on each ear
020. Tattoos → Aw, I wish

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears.
024. First best friend → Someone I'm no longer in contact with
025. First award → Um... something in elementary school, I don't remember
026. First crush → CAMERON CRIVELLO. You were the cutest little thing in fourth grade, honey xDD
027. First pet → Kitt our pretty kitty cat
028. First big vacation → Um... I think when I went to Washington state in elementary or middle school, I don't remember
030. First big birthday → I don't remember. I think I was 9 xD

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing *Sad face*
050. Drinking → Nothing *Sadder face*
052. I'm about to → Go read! xD
053. Listening to → Geek in the Pink by Jason Mraz
054. Plans for today → The day's pretty much over (7:56pm) but I plan on reading later

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Hells yes!
059. Want to get married? → I already am xD
060. Careers in mind → Developmental/criminal psychologist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes, definitely <33
070. Shorter or taller? → Tall or just about the same height
072. Romantic or spontaneous → A little of both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms!
074. Sensitive or loud → Both because I love sensitive guys but I'm loud myself xD
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Mmm... depends, really

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes. I think I've gone through 3 pairs of glasses when I was in fourth grade
081. Ran away from home → Nooo. I'd tell stories of what would happen if I did but then one of you would have to call Child Services xD
084. Broken someone's heart → Uh, yeah... I feel terrible about it but... Dx
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → OF COURSE! D:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Not particularly
090. Miracles → No
091. Love at first sight → No
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → Psh! ~chocolatekrazed told me the soda company made him up for advertising purposes! I had no idea!
094. Sex on the first date → Oh hell no
095. Kiss on the first date → Sure, why not?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → My hubby! :[
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not particulary
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → Mm, anyone who wants to do it can

Sorry for the lack of activity for the past 2 months. I went on a little trip and then got mercilessly sick since then. I still get fevers every week. xP

Anyway, I got married when I was there! So that was kinda fun... xD

Anyway, sorry I haven't replied to some messages and/or checked out a lot of your absolutely gorgeous works. I have about 600 deviations to plow through and that's... yeah, a lot. Also, I don't plan on submitting anything anytime soon. I have lost whatever touch I had with drawing and now I suck. xP

Have a nice day, all~ ^^

PS I can't get enough of Rihanna's Disturbia. :]

Hieee, just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still alive. XD I don't have internet at home anymore so I have to rely on the school computers (which I don't use, anyway).

I don't have much time to go online anymore, though. Since the recent death of my uncle last Friday, I've been running back and forth from school to work to my aunt's house and helping out with funeral arrangements and stuff, so I can't find time to do anything else. So if I'm not on for, like... the next month or so... don't be alarmed. XD

I hope all is well with you all. I miss you lots. <3

PS I'm sorry I haven't responded to any messages, or anything. This is probably the most I can do for now... I have to go my aunt's house again. I'll try to get back on top of that as soon as my midterms are over. :3

So would anyone be willing to read them, I wonder, if I posted some. Granted, they would probably fan comics of like... Naruto, or something, but only because I've no creativity of my own. Or characters, for that matter.

I dunno. Just a lingering thought...